Just one of those days

It's one of those days where I just feel blah.  I even wondered if I should write anything.  I have been visiting different websites and getting meal plans and recipes.  I look at these sites and I think, that's what I want to do.  I want to build up my site to look that good and have that much information.  I am still in the early phase those where I don't really know what I am doing.  It doesn't help how I have been feeling lately.  I read somewhere that when you stop eating sugar you go through a detox and anxiety can be increased.  I remember thinking , "great just what I need!"  So here I am 9 days from the last time I had sweets or dessert and I feel miserable.  I am believing that it will get better and that I will be able to actually express what I want to do here and see my page grow.  It hard in the beginning.  So please bear with me during these beginning months.  Once I get my head back on straight things will get better.

One thing that is getting me through is thinking about our upcoming move.  I am looking at this move as a restart.  I don't want to take any food (except frozen breast milk) with us when we move.  I want to start fresh and from scratch.  I know that I can create a healthy household and what better way then to start with a whole new pantry!  I am currently following the 100 Days of Real Food plan but soon I will be able to create mine.  I am excited to see how things go and how we grow as a family.

Today I was at the grocery store trying to figure out what I was going to make for lunch and picking up the last few things for dinner.  As we were going through the aisles my 3 yr old would see something he wanted.  He would remind me that we had run out of what ever he wanted.  He would look at me with tears in his eyes and say, "we ran out mom, remember we ran out, remember."  As cute as he is when he says it we did not buy the ice cream.  Instead we picked up hummus and vegetables. 

I know my days can only get better, my diet can only get better, my health can only get better, and my blog can only get better.  Today is just one bad day it the middle of lots of good days.